Plus size and Pregnant

Yep! That's me, very happy about the pregnant part, not so much the plus size part. I am finding increasingly hard to not eat the junk food, healthy food makes me feel nauseas. But I eat it anyway. All I really want is just one package of oreos. But I keep reminding myself that I would hate myself in the morning. So healthy food it is. I am also very tired and feel like I have to choose between exercise or a clean house. Both is just too much. But today I was sneaky and chose a clean house and will go exercise tonight. I am tired and exercising is the last thing I want to do. But Do it I must! I also have been reading Dr. Phil's book and He said if you want to be fat live like a fat person, If you want to be thin live like a think person. Simple as that! I 've realized slowly how fat people live to feel numb. There is comfort in numb. But, living as a put together thin person is happier. Getting there is the hard part. Learning to feel sad about how I look rather than numb myself through it. Today I have been feeling especially fat and frumpy, it's hard not to when you are no longer numb.
On Sunday someone complimented me. She asked if I had lost weight. I know I really haven't but it felt so good that she thought that I had. So off to exercise I go!